Rip my heart out and let me fade away
It hurts so bad
Why cant I make it go away
I hate my life
I just cant take it anymore
CHORUS
I wanna cry
My eyes out
And I wana rip my heart out
And just fade away

I am living in a nightmare
I am living in a dream
I am living in a wonderland
Otherwise known as life!

I maybe lied to u
And I maybe hurt you
But I apologized to u again and again

Nobody said it
would be EASY
But why does it have
to be so dang HARD?

No more feelings,
I'm shutting the door.
'Cus my broken heart
Just cant go on anymore.

I know you will miss me
for the way that I was
But enough with pretending
Im showing my scars

And I know that I'm crazy
You have always said that
Just don't judge me too harshly
For all that I've said.