There will be updates all day long today. The first chapter just needs a bit more editing and I'll upload some more poems/songs later on. Sorry for the delay but school and relationship stuff has unfortunately come first. I have been under tons of stress but I'll catch up today and tomorrow.
Sorry again
Nysashu
Rip my heart out and let me fade away
It hurts so bad
Why cant I make it go away
I hate my life
I just cant take it anymore
CHORUS
I wanna cry
My eyes out
And I wana rip my heart out
And just fade away
I am living in a nightmare
I am living in a dream
I am living in a wonderland
Otherwise known as life!
I maybe lied to u
And I maybe hurt you
But I apologized to u again and again
Nobody said it
would be EASY
But why does it have
to be so dang HARD?
No more feelings,
I'm shutting the door.
'Cus my broken heart
Just cant go on anymore.
I know you will miss me
for the way that I was
But enough with pretending
Im showing my scars
And I know that I'm crazy
You have always said that
Just don't judge me too harshly
For all that I've said.
Yesterday all seems so far away
Compared to the pain of today
I need someone to tell me
That everything’s ok
I need someone to show me
That I can make today a better day
I need a whisper
I need a sign
That I’m not making bad choices again
I need reassurance
I need some help
So I can get back up on my feet again
I need a whisper
Confusion is breaking down my barriers
Unprotected and alone
I crawl to find someone
Who’ll put it all back together
Because these broken wings wont fly me to you.
I need a whisper
I need a sign
That I’m not making bad choices again
I need reassurance
I need some help
So I can get back up on my feet again
I need a whisper
Just give me a whisper
This searing pain
I can’t ignore
A life so black
I can’t find the door
To you
It hurts too much
To even breathe
I don’t want anyone
To come near me
Please
As much as I love you
And as much as you say I need you
I’m too dangerous to be near
I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t even want to be alive
Don’t worry
I’ll be alright
Just give me
A little more time
To heal
As much as I love you
And as much as you say I need you
I’m too dangerous to be near
I don’t want to hurt you
I don’t even want to be alive
Just go and leave me… alone
amazing!! I had time on my hands and I wrote 3 more lyrics. Please please please remember that if you would like to use ANYTHING you find on the site you need to email me. It's courteous and that way I don't have to do terrible things when I find out you didn't. And, trust me, I will find out.
NEWS: I will be putting up short stories on the site. They will be funny (hopefully) and There will probably be about 1 per 2 weeks. again my update schedule id funny because of school and social life.
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Humbly,
Nysashu Katakazi
I remember us as kids
We played on a playground
You pretended to be a knight
And I was your princess
I was captured by a dragon
That resembled the top of a sliding board
You came and rescued me
And fought the dragon victoriously
We were just kids but then again
We were so much more
We were best friends and now it's over
We are no more
I remember us in high school
We never spoke except to maybe say "Hello"
I miss those days when we would
Sit outside and count the stars and tell each other secrets
I wasn't cool enough for your friends
"She's still a kid inside" They said
Well what is wrong with that?
You said that you'd never leave me ever
We were just kids but then again
We were so much more
We were best friends and now it's over
We are no more
We used to gaze up at rainbows
And see what shapes the clouds made in the sky
I remember when I left you
You didn't even say "goodbye"
And now I know that wishes never come true
And dreams are for children with nothing else to do
Another month goes by and still you ignore me
I've tried to talk to you
But you don't reply
Whatever happened to our friendship?
Whatever happened to our lives?
We were just kids but then again
We were so much more
We were best friends and now it's over
We are no more
Whatever happened to forever?
He was a nice boy
Very rich too
He had good manners
And a cool attitude
I fell in love
head over heels
Gave him my all
And all he gave me was tears
My heart was torn asunder
So now I'm asking you
Can I trust you?
How do I know you're not lying?
If I give you my heart
Do you promise not to tear it apart?
Now you seem like a nice boy
And I'm sure they'll say that too
You are responsible
You get straight A's in school
It seems like I can trust you
But I just don't know
Is your attitude a fake?
Are you putting on a show?
I'm holding onto the little bit that I have left
Until you let me know
Can I trust you?
How do I know you're not lying?
If I give you my heart
Do you promise not to tear it apart?
If I give you my heart
Please don't make it fall apart.
Hey You!
Yeah you, I'm talking to you.
You're the girl who dresses to please.
Come on!
We both know that's not the kind of girl you want to be.
Open Up!
Let 'em see who YOU are
Don't look to others to get "ideas"
NO NO!
Don't worry about the popular girls
They will only bring you down
NO ONE should tell you who you are
NO ONE should dictate your life
And NO ONE should be able to create you
YOU ARE WHO YOU WANT TO BE
LOOK NOW!
Hey, you look more like a star
Than all those other girls by far
LOOK AGAIN!
You're happier too
'Cause you are doing what YOU want to do!!!!!
NO ONE should tell you who you are
NO ONE should dictate your life
And NO ONE should be able to create you
YOU ARE WHO YOU WANT TO BE
Show the world what an awesome girl like you can do!!!
NO ONE should tell you who you are
NO ONE should dictate your life
And NO ONE should be able to create you
YOU ARE WHO YOU WANT TO BE
You are who you want to be.
Yes that's 2 in one night!!
Through all the pain
And all the tears
All the lies
And all the fears
We've come so far
We've come so fast
And I still can't get out of the past
We fought each other so hard
And now we're falling apart
This must end
Here and now
We just can't be together
We did wrong
And now just look at what we've done to each other
Let's turn around
Pick up the pieces
And fix this mess
I know you're hurt
But this is the only way that we can heal.............together
This must end
Here and now
We just can't be together
We did wrong
And now just look at what we've done to each other
Let's not be at war anymore
ooo new one!!!!! there's another one but I just have to type it up :P
I am broken inside
And my heart wants to hide
So now I'm crying out
Against the coming tide
Hoping someone will help me
Over the roar of the waves
Give me a reason to live
'Cause all i can do is die
I just want you to hold me tonight
And tell me everything's alright
Everything's alright
I feel empty and cold
Like the world is against me
And I don't know how much longer I can do this
You told me I was strong
Well I hope that you're not wrong
And I hop that I can make it through this
Give me a reason to live
'Cause all I can do is die
I just want you to hold me tonight
And tell me everything's alright
Everything's alright
DON'T LEAVE ME HERE ALONE
